hello all i am fine and all is good.
the reason why i have not been here or a long time is that i just dont have access to the net anymore.
so the story is i had a friend (a very good friend) and after 12 years of friendship he betrayed my trust at a time when i needed it most. now his reasons for doing this is that he fort it was for the best. even tho his own actions and life choies at the time were no better then mine.
because of this i now see him as a traitor and not worth my friendship.
now some of you might think that this is just me being silly but i feel very strongly that a friend is not worth having if you can not trust them.
but life goes on and ppl move on. now i will never be friends with him again cuz he is just not the same person he was and not only that he has given up most of his core morals.
he now see's this and knows that he has lost some of the best friends he will ever have and he has to live with that not me hahahahaha

but anyway how are you all has yali brought you all to yours knees yet. lol
i will only be able to use the net every other weekend so dont worry about me. lol
(oh and thanks for that it was nice to know i was missed in someway).
so enjoy the gos.
